scarlet

me, myself.

11.05.09

JACK DANIELS

design work i did for jack daniels a while back

ADLER HOTEL - DALLAS TX

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autumn.

morning
dawn
early still...

the sun rises
the earth, born again

a dewy mist
covers the ground
cool, but not cold
comfortable i guess you could say

butterflies beckoning
birds chirping
squirrels playful, playing

trees, leaves,
branches long and strong

grass green
and brown
and green
and brown
and green
and brown

a world anew
its air fresh
its breath, breathing

i too, am breathing

i rejoice
i am awake
i am greatful
i am alive...

THE PERFECT KISS

well, i wasn't
expecting this,
but what i got
was the perfect kiss

yes i said perfect
and i can explain
it left me with feelings
of pleasure and pain

(i wanted that kiss again and again)

mmmmmnnn, that kiss
that perfect kiss,
those lips, that tongue,
i already miss

this uneasy feeling
i get deep inside of me,
my pulse is up
my stomach is jittery

and my thoughts-

who can think,
at a time like this,
about anything else
but that perfect kiss...

good song.

the video is dumb, but i like the song.

I WAKE UP IN A PUDDLE OF SWEAT...

DEPECHE MODE

REBOOT - CAMINANDO

dream, dream, dreaming about...

dream, dream, dreaming about who knows what... but liking it...

conversation flowing freely going

conversation flowing
freely going

all the while
impressions growing

getting familiar
with each other
and yet not knowing

exactly where
we might be headed

a little bit excited
and a little nervous too

the feeling is right
and i really like
hangin with you.

i've been writing rather lengthy lately.

i've been writing rather lengthy lately
bout love, life, and better days gone by

i reflect often
and remember fondly
the sweet scent of you
and tho i try not to, i do

even tho it being so,
so long ago, i do, ahhh,

and you, are long gone,
with someone else
somewhere else
doing something else,

you, living life anew,

who knew...
that i would be the one

thinking wishing hoping
thinking wishing hoping
thinking wishing hoping...



..........................................................................
i've been writing rather lengthy lately
bout love, life, and better days gone by...

smile.

beautiful would b the day,
if i could look not far away,
and b, just for a little while,
one of the reasons that u smile...

happy fathers day!

to all the dad's out there,
and to my brother,
who is celebrating
his first year as a father,
happy fathers day!

...braless and beautiful...

braless and beautiful,
breasts full and breathless,
he found himself
getting closer and closer
and closer and closer...

SUMMER OF LOVE 2009

opportunity.

all
i
have
to
do
is
find
out
who
you
are
would
you
take
some
time
and
reveal
yourself
to
me
i
would
like
to
get
to
know
you
a
little
bit
better
i've
been
looking
for
the
right
op
por
tun
ity.

MANCHESTER ORCHESTRA

I'VE GOT FRIENDS.

mothers day is may 10th

addicted.

sniff sniff sniff
(wait a second)

then the old familiar drain
the old old familiar pain
as she does it again and again

she finds herself wondering
"can i really not stop?"

stares blank in the mirror
heart beat beat beat beat
beat beat beating.

thinks to herself, prays,
"god, please help me."

she tries to remember
just how this all started

and she wonders and she wonders
just how it all will end...

to love.

to love, is human nature.
to be loved, is divine...

dark it's dingy and dark but safe for now i pray to god he doesn't find me here...

dark
it's dingy and dark
but safe for now

i pray to god he doesn't find me here.

"i'm gonna beat your little ass when i find you!" he yells, he screams at the top of his voice,

while my fearful five year old body lie trembling beneath the soil and stench of dirty laundry piled high above me in the corner of a small closet.

he drinks when he drinks
he drinks and drinks and drinks
and i don't like it
and mommy doesn't like it
and he don't like it
because he gets angry
at himself
and he gets angry
at us
for anything

and he screams
at the top
of his voice
and he yells
at the top
of his lungs

slurring his words
rambling over nothing

"you like seeing me like this? how do you like me now?"

he says, as he slaps my mom across the face.
he hits her.
he hits her again.
and again.
and again.

"it's your fault," he says to her, "you make me do this. you make me nuts."

as she would beg
for him to "STOP!"

and she would plead
"PLEASE, STOP!

and she would cry out
to God
or to anyone who would listen...
...this time

i want to save her
and i want to help her
but i'm not big enough
and i'm not strong enough
and i'm not brave enough

i remember... I'M ONLY FIVE.

believe me i had tried before
and was beaten so bad
i had to miss school for weeks

there were bruises on my face
there were bruises on my arms
there were bruises on my legs
there were bruises on my back

blackened eye
and busted lip

i learned my lesson then and there

i never told anyone
because he said
it would be worse
for me
and my mommy
next time.

and i believed him

so mom told me
next time
he gets like that

to hide in the corner of the closet

beneath the stench
of dirty laundry

the only comfort i have
is under a dirty worn shirt

i feel so low...

work, work, working on the next big thing...

i am
work, work, working
on the next big thing...

in case u were wondering.
in case u were curious

for those of you
that have been inquiring,

for those of you who are into
rhyming, rhythmic, rhapsody

it'll be coming soon.

but i'm not exactly sure when

so hang in there
hang, hang, hang tight.

it'll be worth the wait
i promise u tonight.

my keyboard glows in the dark.

sometimes i miss...

sometimes i miss
the warmth of a kiss
(her kiss)

though its been
quite a while
i still remember it
as if it were yesterday.

i remember
laying next to her
in bed at night
(late night)
many nights

gazing into each others eyes...
sharing each others thoughts...
breathing each others breath...

i remember it well.
i liked it alot.

wishlist.

i'll get it soon. hopefully.

untitled.

in the warm pleasure
of a pillowy plushness
as we settle in 4 bed

dozens of candles
dimly (dancing)
lighting the room

two silouettes
curvaceous, crazy
calling out names

frantic, feverish
moving melodic
rhythmic, rhapsodic

mmmnnn...
(it's getting warm in here)

....................................
rapidly warming
degrees of desire
sweating, squirming
melting into u...

whenever.

whenever there's a chance to kiss
(come close)
let's exchange
our most intimate
of tongues

chest against breast
tightly pressed

as lovers would do

in the secrecy of darkness
and witnessed too, by light
as we embrace each other

as though
it were the first time
or possibly the last time
until the next time
we should meet again

whenever there's a chance to embrace
(come close)
let's exchange
our most intimate
of secrets

chest against breast
tightly pressed

(let me whisper
in your ear)

as lovers would do

in the secrecy of darkness
and witnessed too by light
as we embrace each other

as if
it were the very first time
or possibly the last time
until the next time
we should meet again

DEVIANT ART

http://casualsociety.deviantart.com/

theres not much on it yet, but hopefully over the course of time.

FISH.

water flowing
freely going, fabulously
running forth
while fish are solemn, still

i bathe my hand
i beckon them
they hear me, clearly
and come forth

stopping short,
they pause, curious
waiting for instruction

my wiggling wet fingers
calling out to them
i introduce myself
i tell them, confident, fear me not

and they acknowledge
by touching
the tips
of my fingers
with their lips
and wagging their tail fins with approval.

HOTEL NEWLAND -DALLAS, TX.

untitled.

DEPECHE MODE

meeee.

so into each other...

hello there
its been a while
haven't seen much of you lately

and i...
i was just thinking...

i was just thinking...

hello there
its me - again
remember how we used to - well,

remember how we used to be

so easily pleased
so into each other
so caught up
and wrapped up
so into each other

how fondly i recall
how deeply imbedded
how crazy
and carefree
so into each other

hello there
its been awhile
haven't seen much of you lately

and i...
i was just wondering...

i was just wondering...

FLOWER POWER.

I don't know why its blurry. the original jpg file is not.

HOMELESS PROJEKT.

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happy valentines day.

PROLIFIC. PROPHETIC. POETIC. ©

COMING SOON - ...and as the people gathered 'round with concerned looks in their faces...

...and as the people gathered 'round
with concerned looks in their faces,
a frown
and a tear
in every one of their eyes

not quite sure what to do,
not quite sure what to say,
not quite sure what to think,

they do know that it could have easily been them, any one of them, or their sister, their daughter, cousin, aunt, as you hear in the background, "why?"

indeed. why...

what i'm working on right now.

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SHADDOX CEMETERY

FUN WITH PHOTOSHOP

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uh ohhhh... here we go again..

VALENTINES DAY 2009

Its a little early, i know.

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